I first began creating characters in early 2020, and since then, I've gained a lot of experience in developing their biographies and stories.

Over time, daydreaming has become a natural part of my life, not in a negative way, but as a tool for creativity. I often imagine a character's appearance in my mind, and from there, I bring them to life through drawing.

My characters often reflect deep emotional themes and personal struggles. I use them as a way to express that no one is truly alone in what they're feeling, and that there's always time and hope to keep going, no matter how difficult things may seem.

So far, I've created nearly 200 characters in my notebooks, and I'm actively working on their biographies online.

While many of my characters have heavy or sorrowful stories, that doesn't necessarily mean I'm always feeling that way myself. For me, making characters is a creative hobby, sometimes it's therapeutic, but it's not always meant as a personal vent. It's just one of the many ways I explore storytelling, emotion, and imagination.

ChihuahuaPelt / Chidaiwan

Role: [Side Character]

My first Warrior Cats OC, created in 2022. At first, she was supposed to be a multi universe character but then I focused on giving her a tragic and sad story in September 2023. This character originated from an idea about "Chihuahua" in the game "Dog Game - The Dogs Collector!" I still like her vibe being silly yet hiding a traumatized life—and she often makes me giggle.

IvoryLight

Role: [Main Character]

IvoryLight's story is like the feeling of being replaced without knowing, while also acting as a savior for those who once disliked her. She doesn't seek attention but genuinely wants to be kind toward everyone. I created her in the middle of May, not out of nowhere but because her character design gives me a vibe of vitiligo and leaves.

Dalens Morka Natt

Role: [Main Character]

Dalens Morka Natt is absolutely one of my favorite characters, currently standing at #4. Her story represents people who seem to neglect you but secretly wish to connect. It's also about the feeling of striving for something only to watch someone else win it. I created her on June 22, and to this day, I still feel a lump in my throat when I reread her story.

Vaohepru

Role: [Main Character]

Vaohepru's story represents selfless love, the pain of responsibility, and the strength it takes to protect others even when it breaks you. She stands for quiet heroes who carry the weight of everyone's safety, and the peace that comes only after giving everything for those they love. I created her on April 2nd, and she was the first character I made on this site.

CrystalChasm / Heju

Role: [Side Character]

CrystalChasm's story represents the devastating weight of generational trauma, the longing to heal what is broken, and the tragedy of becoming what you swore to protect others from. She was the first character for whom I made a Roblox avatar in October 2024. It wasn't planned at first, but the idea came when I thought of SharkBless (also known as an Radianox), who helped me transform her story into a tragic one.

ColdFlower / Shorkalix

Role: [Main Character]

ColdFlower's story represents the tragic consequences of emotional neglect and unhealed trauma passed down through generations how a bright, kind soul can become hardened and vengeful when love and acceptance are denied. It symbolizes the silent suffering of those who don't fit in, the way cruelty shapes identity, and the painful cycle where victims of pain sometimes become agents of destruction. Ultimately, her story is about how deep wounds left unaddressed can twist survival into violence, and how even in the darkest despair, the faintest memory of love and longing for belonging still lingers. I first thought of her in January 2025. Even though she has a villain vibe, I still love how she is.

Muesnen

Role: [Side Character]

Muesnen's story represents a gentle soul choosing peace over violence in a harsh world. Created from darkness but guided by kindness, he finds healing through love and friendship. Despite his efforts, his sacrifice shows that choosing compassion often comes at a great cost. His origin was from the game "Divineko." An update on April 30th, 2025, in Chapter 25, introduced a silly dancing figure like a music note that you have to kill which gave me the idea for a cat who's kind and happy with everyone, but who ultimately has to be killed by someone who cared about him deeply.

These characters mean so much to me, they've been a huge part of my life for the past five years! Creating them has brought me so much joy, creativity, and inspiration. They've grown with me, changed with me, and honestly helped me discover parts of myself I didn't even know were there. It's amazing how something you imagine can become such a big, meaningful piece of your story.

My character's stories show us that life isn't easy, there are challenges, heartbreaks, and moments that feel impossible to overcome. But even in the darkest times, giving up is never the answer. Through pain and struggle, there's always a chance to grow stronger, to heal, and to find new meaning.

They remind us that kindness and hope aren't signs of weakness, but of incredible courage. Even when the world seems to break you, holding onto hope, no matter how small, can lead to unexpected success and happiness.

Their journeys reflect the truth that every experience — every failure, loss, and setback — shapes who you become. It may not feel like it at the moment, but these moments are stepping stones toward something better.

In essence, my characters teach anyone that resilience is powerful. The choice to keep moving forward, to keep loving and caring despite everything, is the most heroic thing anyone can do. And that journey itself — with all its ups and downs — is meaningful and worth living.

Roblox account

Simply "Jammerheju" in Animal jam

Simply "Vaohepru" in Wildcraft

Friend code: 1055613435CB in My Singing Monsters

Simply "Vaohepru" in Cookie run: Kingdom

♐︎ Birthday

December 12! I like cloudy days and birthday cake with oreo frosting. I always write something that day.

Favorite Colors

Watching Streams

I consider myself a "Lurker" in streams, I do not like to chat with anyone. I choose to show maturity and kindness

Random Facts

• I collect sad and "hopelessness" music
• I remember dreams like they're real lives
• I once drew 40 OCs in one weekend
• I draw when I'm anxious
For some reason, I can focus better on drawing when it's noisy
• I love fog and old ruins

troubles with socializing

as you know, I'm not actively playing games right now. I'm focusing more on my life since I do not know what to do.

Watching movies when exhausted

I watch movies when I'm done doing something hard or when I go outside for a trip with my family.

Vibes I Live For

Foggy mountains, overcast skies, thunder in the distance, walking alone at dusk, forgotten buildings covered in vines.

Little Joys

The smell of old books, a friend remembering my favorite character, soft pillows, quiet matcha nights, finishing a drawing after hours.